December 29th, 2018
Right now, there are three days left of the year & I don’t know what to say. I’m confused. But, also grateful to be alive, homed, fed & have people who care about me. Even tho this year felt very lovely overall, that was my doing & it still wasn’t all bad. This year, I got my passport & traveled out of the country for the first time ever. My boyfriend & I had our first anniversary in June & in November admitted while we still love each other, but aren’t in love right now – but, that’s ok because we’re working towards getting back there. 2018 taught me that I shouldn’t plan on everything working out picture perfectly, not that I ever did. I’ve learned not just to roll with the punches, but to expect & deflect. Disappointment is motivation from a different point of view.
January 29th, 2019
This has been the longest month & I think that’s for a reason. January is the slow rising action for a life changing plot twist climax that will be 2019. Not many changes have happened, but they’re in the works. To not count my chickens before they hatch, I will leave everything to happen in good time. & I’ll talk all about it then.